“Mai pani i kou mau maka”

ʻO ka puke hou loa a ka mea kākau ʻo Martin Ralchevski "Mai pani i kou mau maka" aia ma ka mākeke puke (© publisher "Edelweiss", 2022; ISBN 978-619-7186-82- 6). ʻO ka puke ke kūʻē i ka pule a me ke ʻano o ka nohona Kalikiano i kēia mau lā.

Ua hānau ʻia ʻo Martin Ralchevski ma Sofia, Bulgaria, ma Malaki 4, 1974. Ua puka ʻo ia mai ke Kulanui ʻo Sofia "St. Kliment Ohridsky" ka mea nui i ka Theology and Geography. Ua hoʻomaka ʻo ia e kākau ma hope o kona hoʻi ʻana mai Mekiko i 2003, kahi āna i hoʻolilo ai i ʻekolu mahina e hana ana i ka hiʻohiʻona ho film ʻO Troy, he mea ʻokoʻa. Ma kēia wahi kūikawā a me ka pohihihi, ma ke kūlanakauhale ʻo Cabo San Lucas, Kaleponi, ua kamaʻilio ʻo ia me nā poʻe kamaʻāina a hoʻolohe i kā lākou mau moʻolelo kūʻokoʻa a me nā ʻike. "Ma laila, ua manaʻo wau makemake wau e kākau i kahi puke a haʻi i kēia mau moʻolelo pohihihi aʻu i lohe ai mai kēia manawa mai," wahi āna. A ʻo ia ke ʻano o kāna puke mua ʻo “Endless Night” i hoʻokō ʻia. Ma kāna mau puke a pau, ʻo ka manaʻo, ka manaʻoʻiʻo a me ka positivity ke alakaʻi i nā kumuhana. Ma hope koke iho, ua male ʻo ia a i nā makahiki aʻe ua lilo ʻo ia i makua kāne o ʻekolu. "Maikaʻi ʻole, mai ia manawa, ua kākau hou au i ʻumi mau puke," wahi āna. Ua paʻi ʻia nā mea a pau e nā hale paʻi puke nui o Bulgaria a aia nō a hoʻomau ʻia ka hoʻolaʻa ʻana a me ka poʻe heluhelu haipule kūpaʻa. Ua ʻōlelo ʻo Ralchevski iā ia iho: “ʻO ia paha ke kumu, i loko o nā makahiki, ua paipai ʻia au e kaʻu mea hoʻopuka, nā mea heluhelu a me kekahi mau alakaʻi e kākau pū i kekahi mau kiʻi kiʻiʻoniʻoni e pili ana i kaʻu mau moʻolelo. Ua hoʻolohe au i kēia mau manaʻo a hiki i kēia lā, ma kahi o nā puke, ua kākau pū wau i ʻelima mau kiʻi ʻoniʻoni no nā kiʻiʻoniʻoni, aʻu e manaʻo nei e hoʻokō koke ʻia.

ʻO nā puke i paʻi ʻia e Martin Ralchevski i kēia lā ʻo 'Endless Night', 'Forest Spirit', 'Demigoddess', '30 Pounds', 'Fraud', 'Emigrant', 'Antichrist', 'Soul', 'The Meaning of Life', ' Eternity', a 'Mai pani i kou mau maka'. Ua hoʻokipa maikaʻi ʻia kāna puke hope e ka poʻe mākaʻikaʻi a me ka poʻe heluhelu. Ua loaʻa iā ia nā loiloi maikaʻi loa mai nā poʻe like ʻole i pili i ka palapala, a me nā makana he nui a me nā hoʻomaikaʻi. "Ua paipai kēia iaʻu e manaʻoʻiʻo he mea hoihoi kēia puke i ka poʻe heluhelu US. ʻO ia ke kumu i hoʻoholo ai au e noi no kēia hoʻokūkū, e hoʻopuka i kahi puke Bulgarian ma ka ʻōlelo Pelekania, pololei me kēia puke", wahi a Ralchevski.

Hōʻuluʻulu manaʻo o ka puke "Mai pani i kou mau maka" na Martin Ralchevski

ʻO kahi hapa nui o ka puke moʻolelo e pili ana i ka moʻolelo liʻiliʻi o ka mauna Strandja, kahi i hoʻomanaʻo ʻia i kēia lā e nā poʻe ʻelemakule o ia wahi a me ka poʻe kahiko o ka ʻāina i nā kūlanakauhale e puni ana i ke kai ʻeleʻele. Wahi a ka moʻolelo i nā makahiki he kanawalu o ke kenekulia i hala, ua loaʻa kahi kanaka ʻōpio ʻo Peter mai ke kūlanakauhale ʻo Ahtopol i kahi pāʻani pilikino weliweli.

Ua kaulana ʻo Peter ma ke kūlanakauhale liʻiliʻi no kona kīnā ʻole. Pono kona mau mākua, ʻo Ivan lāua ʻo Stanka, e hele e hana ma Burgas (ke kūlanakauhale nui kokoke) a waiho i kā lāua kaikamahine he ʻumi makahiki, ʻo Ivana, i kāna mālama. He ʻumikumamāwalu makahiki ʻo Peter i kēlā manawa. ʻO ka hāʻule kēia, akā ua mahana ka lewa no kēlā manawa o ka makahiki, a ua hoʻoholo ʻo Peter e lawe iā Ivana i ke kai e ʻauʻau ai. Hele lākou i kahi kahakai pōhaku mamao i ʻike ʻole ʻia e kekahi. Moe ʻo ia ma kahakai, a hele ʻo ia i loko o ke kai. Eia nō naʻe, ua pōʻino koke ke ea, puka mai nā nalu nui, a make ʻo Ivana.

Ke hoʻi mai ko lākou mau mākua a aʻo i ka mea i hana ʻia, ua huhū lākou i ka inaina. I kona huhū, alualu ʻo ʻIvana (ka makuakāne o Peter) iā ia e hoʻāʻo e pepehi iā ia. Holo ʻo Peter i Strandja a nalowale. Ua hoʻolaha ʻia ka ʻimi kanaka aupuni, ʻoiai ʻaʻole hiki i kekahi ke loaʻa iā ia. Ua hūnā ʻia ʻo ia e kahi kahu hipa kūloko ma nā mauna, nāna e mālama pōkole iā ia. Ma hope o kekahi manawa, ua pau ʻo Peter i ka monastery Bachkovo. Ma laila, hoʻokahi makahiki ma hope mai, ua ʻae ʻo ia i ka mōneka a noho i kahi ola monastic koʻikoʻi, i hūnā ʻia mai nā maka o nā kānaka, ma ka haʻahaʻa o ka hale mōneka, e ʻōlelo mau ana me ka waimaka: "E ke Akua, e ʻoluʻolu, mai helu ʻoe i kēia hewa iaʻu." Eia kana pule malu; me kona mihi no ka make ana o kona kaikuahine. Ua kuhikuhi ʻia kona peʻe e ka makaʻu maoli inā hopu ʻia ʻo ia e hoʻouna ʻia i ka hale paʻahao. No laila, i ka uē ʻana, ka hōʻino ʻana iā ia iho a me ka hoʻokē ʻai ʻana, me ke kōkua ʻana o nā mōneka kahiko, hoʻopau ʻo ia i hoʻokahi makahiki ma kahi kaʻawale a me kahi kaʻawale. Ma hope o kahi hōʻike inoa ʻole, ua hōʻea kahi hui State Security i ka Monastery Hemolele a hoʻomaka i ka ʻimi ʻana i nā wahi āpau o ka monastery. Ua koi ʻia ʻo Peter e holo e pale aku i ka ʻike. Hele ʻo ia i ka hikina. Holo ʻo ia i ka pō a peʻe i ke ao. No laila, ma hope o ka huakaʻi lōʻihi a luhi, hiki hou ʻo ia i ka ʻāpana mamao loa a me ka mehameha o Strandja Mountain. Ma laila ʻo ia e noho ai ma kahi lāʻau lua a hoʻomaka ʻo ia e alakaʻi i kahi ola ascetic, ʻaʻole hoʻomaha e hana hou i kāna pule mihi. Ma kēia ʻano, hoʻololi mālie ʻo ia mai kahi mōneka maʻamau a lilo i mea hana mana hermit.

Aia kekahi mokuna hou, kahi e neʻe ai ka hana i Sofia, ke kapikala o Pulukalia. Aia ma ke alo he kahuna ʻōpio ʻo Paulo kona inoa. He kaikuahine māhoe kāna i kapa ʻia ʻo Nikolina i loaʻa i ka maʻi maʻi ʻōpū. E moe ana ʻo Nikolina ma ka home, ma ke kākoʻo ola. ʻOiai he mau māhoe ʻo Pavel lāua ʻo Nikolina, ikaika loa ka pilina ma waena o lāua. No laila, ʻaʻole hiki iā Pavel ke ʻae e nalowale ʻo ia iā ia. Ua pule ʻo ia a puni ka uaki, e paʻa ana i ka lima o kona kaikuahine a ʻōlelo hou ʻo ia: “Mai pani i kou mau maka! E ola ʻoe. Mai pani i kou mau maka!” Akā naʻe, e emi ana nā kūlana ola o Nikolina i kēlā me kēia lā.

Hoʻi ka hana i Ahtopol. Aia ma ka pā o ka hale nā ​​mākua ʻelemakule o Peter—Ivan lāua ʻo Stanka. No nā makahiki he nui, mihi ʻo Ivan i kāna hoʻouna ʻana i kāna keiki a ʻaʻole hiki ke hoʻōki i ka hoʻomāinoino ʻana iā ia iho. Hiki koke mai kekahi kanaka ʻōpio iā lākou, a haʻi iā lākou ua ʻike ka poʻe hahai holoholona i kā lāua keiki ʻo Peter i loko o ka mauna Strandja. Kahaha kona mau makua. Haʻalele koke lākou ma ke kaʻa no ke kuahiwi. Nausea ʻo Stanka mai ka manaʻo. Kū ke kaʻa a hoʻomau hoʻokahi ʻo Ivan. Ua hōʻea ʻo Ivan i kahi i ʻike ʻia ai ʻo Peter a hoʻomaka ʻo ia e hoʻōho: “E ke keiki…Peter. E hōʻike iā ʻoe iho… E ʻoluʻolu. ” A hoike mai o Petero. ʻO ka hui ʻana ma waena o ka makua kāne a me ke keiki he mea ʻeha. He ʻelemakule pōʻino ʻo Ivan, he 83 ona mau makahiki, a ʻeleʻele a luhi ʻo Peter mai kona nohona paʻakikī. He 60 kona mau makahiki. 'Ōleloʻo Petero i kona makuakāne, "ʻAʻoleʻoe i haʻalele, a ua loaʻa wau iāʻoe. Akā, ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke hoʻihoʻi mai iā Ivana mai ka make mai. Ua pōʻino ʻo Petero. Moe ʻo ia i lalo i ka honua, ʻaʻa i kona mau lima a ʻōhumu i kona makuakāne: “E kala mai iaʻu! No nā mea a pau. Eia wau! E pepehi iaʻu." Kukuli iho la ka elemakule Ivana imua ona a mihi. “Naʻu ka hewa. Pono ʻoe e kala mai iaʻu, e ke keiki,” uē ʻo ia. Kū aʻela ʻo Petero. He mea hanohano ke kahua. Puliki lākou a ʻōlelo maikaʻi.

Hoʻi hou ka hana iā Sofia. ʻO ka manaʻo ʻehaʻeha o ka make e hiki mai ana ke kau nei a puni ka maʻi ʻo Nikolina. Uwe a pule mau ʻo Pāpā Pavel. I kekahi ahiahi, ua haʻi aku kekahi hoaaloha pili iā Pavel e pili ana i ka mōneka hermit pohihihi e noho ana ma kahi o Strandja Mountain. Manaʻo ʻo Pavel he kaʻao kēia, akā naʻe, hoʻoholo ʻo ia e hoʻāʻo e ʻimi i kēia hermit. I loko o kēia manawa, hoʻomaha kona kaikuahine ʻo Nikolina. A laila, i loko o kona kaumaha, hāʻawi ʻo Pavel i kona kino ola ʻole i ko lākou makuahine a haʻalele i Strandja Mountain. I keia wa, kahea aku la ka makuahine me ka hoowahawaha, no ka loihi o kona pule ana i keia pule no kona kaikuahine, "E oluolu oe, mai pani i kou mau maka," a i keia manawa ua make oia, a heaha kana olelo? Pehea e pule mau ai? A laila kū ʻo Paul, uē, a pane aku ʻaʻohe mana e kāohi iā ia a e hoʻomau ʻo ia e manaʻoʻiʻo he manaʻolana ke ola ʻo ia. Manaʻo ka makuahine ua nalowale kāna keiki a hoʻomaka e kanikau iā ia. A laila, noʻonoʻo ʻo Paulo i ka mea a kona makuahine i ʻōlelo ai iā ia a hoʻomaka e pule penei: "ʻAʻole, ʻaʻole au e haʻalele. E ola ʻoe. E ʻoluʻolu, e wehe i kou mau maka! Mai ia manawa i hoʻomaka ai ʻo Paulo e hoʻomau mau ma kahi o ka pule "Mai pani i kou mau maka" ʻo ia hoʻi: "E wehe i kou mau maka! E ʻoluʻolu, e wehe i kou mau maka!

Me kēia pule hou ma ka piko o kona alelo, a ma hope o nā pilikia nui, hiki iā ia ke loaʻa ka hermit ma ka mauna. ʻO ka hui ʻana ma waena o lāua he mea hoʻopūʻiwa. ʻIke mua ʻo Paulo iā Petero a hoʻokokoke mālie iā ia. Ke kukuli nei ke kanaka hemolele me kona mau lima i ka lani a me ka waimaka e ʻōlelo hou ana: "E ke Akua, e ʻoluʻolu e helu mai i kēia hewa iaʻu ..." Hoʻomaopopo koke ʻo Paulo ʻaʻole kēia he pule kūpono. No ka mea, ʻaʻohe kanaka maʻamau e pule e hoʻoili ʻia kāna hewa iā ia, akā e kala ʻia. Ua manaʻo ʻia i ka mea heluhelu ua lawe ʻia kēia pani no ka hemahema o ka hermit a me ka naʻaupō. No laila, ʻo kāna pule mua: "E ke Akua, e ʻoluʻolu, mai helu ʻoe i kēia hewa iaʻu" i loko o nā makahiki, ua lilo ia i "Ke Akua, e helu mai i kēia hewa iaʻu." ʻAʻole ʻike ʻo Pavel he ʻike ʻole ka hermit a ʻaneʻane hele hihiu ma kēia wahi neoneo a hoʻokipa ʻole. Akā, i ka wā e hālāwai ai lāua ʻelua, ua ʻike ʻo Paulo e kū ana ʻo ia i kahi haipule. Naʻaupō, naʻauao ʻole, lohi ka noʻonoʻo, a he haipule naʻe! Hōʻike ka pule hewa iā Paulo ʻaʻole nānā ke Akua i ko mākou maka, akā i ko mākou naʻau. Uwe ʻo Pavel i mua o Peter a haʻi iā ia ua make kona kaikuahine ʻo Nikolina ma mua o ia lā a ua hele mai ʻo ia mai Sofia mai e noi i kāna mau pule. A laila, me ka weliweli o Paulo, ʻōlelo ʻo Petero ʻaʻohe kumu o ka pule ʻana no ka mea ʻaʻole e hoʻolohe ke Akua i kāna mau noi. Akā naʻe,ʻaʻole i hāʻawi akuʻo Paulo, akā hoʻomauʻo ia e noi iā ia, me nā mea a pau, e pule no kona kaikuahine i make e olaʻo ia. Akā, ua kūpaʻa ʻo Petero. I ka hopena, i kona ʻeha a me ka nele, ua hoʻohiki ʻo Paul iā ia penei: "Inā he kaikuahine āu i aloha ai e like me aʻu i aloha ai i koʻu kaikuahine a hiki iā ia ke hoʻihoʻi mai iā ia mai ka honua ʻē aʻe, e hoʻomaopopo ʻoe iaʻu a kōkua mai iaʻu!" Haalulu keia mau olelo ia Petero. Hoʻomanaʻo ʻo ia i ka make ʻana o kona kaikuahine ʻo Ivana a hoʻomaopopo ʻo ke Akua, ma o kēia hālāwai ʻana, ma hope o nā makahiki he nui o ka mihi, ke hoʻāʻo nei e hoʻokuʻu iā ia. A laila, hāʻule ʻo Petero i lalo i kona mau kuli a kāhea aku i ke Akua e hana i kahi hana mana a hoʻihoʻi i ka ʻuhane o ke kaikuahine o Paulo i ke ao o ka poʻe ola. Hana ʻia kēia ma kahi o ʻehā me kanakolu i ka ʻauinalā. Mahalo ʻo Pavel iā ia a haʻalele i ka mauna Strandja.

I kona hele ʻana i Sofia, ʻaʻole hiki iā Pāpā Pavel ke hoʻokaʻaʻike i kona makuahine no ka mea ua make ke ʻano o kāna kelepona, a ua poina ʻo ia i kona wikiwiki e lawe pū me ia. Ua hōʻea ʻo ia i Sofia i ke kakahiaka nui o ka lā aʻe. I kona hoʻi ʻana i ka home i Sofia, ua noho mālie ʻo ia, akā ua luhi nō hoʻi ʻo ia a hāʻule ʻo ia i ke alahele a ʻaʻohe makemake e komo i loko o ka lumi o kona kaikuahine. ʻO ka hope loa, makaʻu ʻo ia, komo i loko a ʻike i ka moe o Nikolina i nele. A laila hoʻomaka ʻo ia e uē. Ma hope koke iho, wehe ʻia ka puka a komo kona makuahine a hui pū me ia i loko o ka lumi. Pīhoihoi ʻo ia no ka mea ua manaʻo ʻo ia ʻo ia wale nō i loko o ke keʻena. "Ma hope o ka make ʻana o kou kaikuahine a haʻalele ʻoe," i ʻōlelo ai kona makuahine iā ia me ka haʻalulu, "Ua kāhea wau iā 911. Ua hele mai ke kauka a hoʻoholo i ka make a kākau i ka palapala make. ʻAʻole naʻe au i haʻalele iā ia a hoʻomau i ka paʻa ʻana i kona lima me he mea lā e ola ana ʻo ia. ʻAʻole ʻo ia e hanu a ʻike wau he pupule kaʻu hana, akā kū wau ma kona ʻaoʻao. Ua haʻi aku au iā ia i koʻu aloha iā ia a aloha ʻoe iā ia. Ma hope iki o ka hola ʻehā me ka manaʻo me he mea lā e ʻōlelo mai ana kekahi iaʻu e kiʻi iā ia. Ua hoʻolohe wau a hāpai iki aʻe iā ia, a ʻo ia… wehe aʻe i kona mau maka! maopopo anei iā ʻoe? Ua make ʻo ia, ua hōʻoia ke kauka, akā ua ola hou ʻo ia!

ʻAʻole hiki iā Pavel ke manaʻoʻiʻo. Nīnau ʻo ia i hea ʻo Nikolina. 'Ōlelo kona makuahine iā ia aiaʻo ia i ka lumi kuke. Komo ʻo Pavel i loko o ka lumi kuke, a ʻike ʻo ia iā Nikolina e noho ana ma mua o ka papaʻaina e inu ana i ke kī.